Always...

The Lies.. The Hate.. The Hurt..
It Haunts Me.
I've forgotten what it feels like to be normal.
I'm drowning in my own thoughts.
I Miss You.
The Memories.. The Laughs.. The Smiles..
They Haunt Me.
Knowing I can never have them back.
My Choice.. My Regret..
Dreams make you so real.
But in the morning you are gone.
I am left empty again.
I could go back.
But for what.
To see how well you can live without me?
To see how happy you really are.
So now I am happy.
Happy that I wont be there to screw things up.
Now you can live the life,
You Always Wanted.